in a deep whisper, “I can’t get close enough to you”
There are some mental health issues within my poly network, and recently I found this blog and got to reading. So I’m sharing here what I’ve also shared within my own polycule
God’s I love you, I will always hold love within me for you. I needed this, we all did.
I need to see that you love ME in return. I need you to reach for me, I need to be the one in your arms and for those times to not be in hiding. Be proud of our love, not ashamed of it.
I do not like my nights, as limited as they are, ending with tears, mine, hers, or my guys.
My poly style isn’t for everyone, and I often make it sound easy. It’s not. I’m sure it also sounds like I’m perfectly confident, or have no insecurity, or never feel anything like jealousy. That’s not so. I have insecurity, and I’ve had jealousy. I just deal with it differently.